Each of us lives a life improbable, the gift of an ancestor who struggled through some terror which killed others. We each have an iron impulse to maintain a cracking grip on life, but some won't ever be pried away, growing like the stunted pine that juts from the mountainside: gnarled but indestructible. Live improbably with your life improbable.
in early summer,
i left home. i’ve been back,
but never returned.
from temple hill, flat land to the horizon verdant with life.
the wasp is still; the wasp jinks erratically. pilgrims break sanctity.
scent of incense from a remote temple; has someone died?
from the dark, cool room, the sunlit bougainvillea burns shapes in my sight
I I remember Spring: tight and tender buds, soon to blossom clouds -- low & swollen, & rain scent in the air
II I remember Summers: the season of freedom... and mosquitoes, but, also, fireflies exploration & calamine lotion
III I remember the Fall: harvest time Grain chaff in the air axle grease on the wind Canadian geese Honk-Honk-Honk-ing in wedge formation
IV
I remember winters:
snow days
snow drifts
the feel of the first morning
of the season in which
one woke up to a blanketing snow,
having gone to bed with
pathetic matted grass
Tiger Riding for Beginners 