Lush grass covers the plains. One year it withers; the next, it thrives. Wildfires burn, but not to eradication. With Spring winds, it's rejuvenated. Its aroma floats in to subdue derelict paths. Vivid green overtakes the ghost town. I say farewell to departing friends as intense feeling swells within.
From the hilltop, one can watch nature reclaim: green grows up the glass, tufts sprout from each crevice and the man-made world is crevice-laden, one seed blown into a mortar crack will become a wedge -- a sprout that splits stone.
Concrete and steel prove digestible: time, water, oxygen, the enzymatic requirements are few.
Fungi blooms from a pile-full of dung.
I don't know whether it's a desirable meal, whether our trappings & vestiges are haute cuisine, or merely a meal of convenience.
This place was once with us. Now, it's hidden so well that it's become a myth, a once firm and tangible thing -- now invisible & conceptual.
Happy the man, and happy he alone, He who can call today his own: He who, secure within, can say, Tomorrow do thy worst, for I have lived today. Be fair or foul, or rain or shine The joys I have possessed, in spite of fate, are mine. Not Heaven itself, upon the past has power, But what has been, has been, and I have had my hour.
I don't remember my dreams -- not in the middle of the night and not in the morning.
But, sometimes, I catch a glimpse at a random instant: composing a poem, reflecting on a passage from a book, eating a cracker...
But my dreams are like frightened animals, turning my attention directly upon them, makes them skitter off...,
vanishing into the thicket.
My dreams vanish like they were never really there, and I am left wondering just what I saw.
The harder I try to remember, the more severely I scrub my mental hard drive, purging all shapes and motions, until my recollection is nothing but a vague residue of feeling.
I don't KNOW that it was a dream.
I couldn't swear to it.
All I know is that it's an image that I can't tie to my waking life, can't tie to any person, place, or thing I know to be real.
(And, often enough, it's an image that couldn't exist in the real world.)
I couldn't remember it as a dream, but - somehow - I intensely FEEL that it was a dream,
but the Dream is deep down in its hole, shaking like a critter that was almost snatched up by a monster too awful to contemplate....