They were called to heaven, as if it did exist, but they could not accept a perfect state of bliss. They're wrapped in the struggle - attached to their own strife, seeking out some jarring rush in a leaden life.
Hectic [Verse]
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When one loses one's keys, they're always the last place you had them, but when you find yourself - more often than not - it's someplace you've never been before. There's love that isn't love at first sight, but there's also beauty that's not beautiful at first sight. Humans are the most absurd creatures, and our competition includes animals that lick their own butts.

moss grows on granite;
nature swallowing gravestones
and erasing names
A Personal Anthology by Jorge Luis BorgesThere are cities where the veneer of normality is so thin that it feels as though one could fall through at any time, plummeting into the true city. Varanasi, New Orleans, Tokyo after midnight, parts of Prague & Bangkok I can't say what's beneath the veneer, but, oh, does part of me want to know! These are places better visited than lived in, for their magic cannot survive extended proximity.
A sprout sprouts from the dirt. Above, dead leaves keep the tender leaf cool & moist. Below, worms churn the soil -- churn and aerate. Fungi decompose the lowest leaf layer, turning it into nutrients for the sprout. I'm tapped into all that magic from afar: -creation & destruction, feeding into each other -energy becoming life, life becoming matter, matter that - in turn - becomes energy. If there's a forest, I am the forest. I'm life and energy & death and decomposition... all in due time.