wind-whipped ash
swirling in an eddy
light as snow
ash flutters
from a darkened sky,
piling, drifting
the path made
by footprints tracked through ash
tells a story
volcano,
spewing ash cloud skyward
mushroom top
On the cusp of each journey that matters,
a mingling of wonder and fear flushes the body.
If you made the journey,
wonder outshone fear.
Death is a journey.
I can’t tell you whether it’s
-a journey to oblivion
-a journey to spread one across a web of consciousness
-a journey to be uploaded into another body
-a journey to Heaven or the Elysian Fields
I don’t know,
but I don’t have to know.
All I have to do is be ready for the journey, and
Let my wonder burn brighter than my fear.
My brain has a label-maker that pumps out bifurcated tags for everything it experiences:
good… bad…
pleasurable… painful…
in-group… out-group…
familiar… strange…
It pastes these labels all over my world, a world once painted in feeling. But once a label is applied:
-I think I know the labeled thing.
-I can’t really see the labeled thing.
-And, I can no longer be awed by the labeled thing.
As it happens, my brain also contains an inner mischievous boy with a penchant for picking at the corners of those labels. And whenever one comes loose, he looks around the joint, and — if the coast is clear — he rips away the label and runs. Running not to escape punishment, but to find the optimal distance for that thing’s radiated splendor.
And sometimes when that boy sees another staring intently into the distance as if hoping to see magic or a fireworks display, the boy wonders why that one doesn’t watch the magic near at hand. But they can’t see it. It’s invisible to them. And instead they suffer blank hope, drowning amid a sea of bliss.
When they’re dancing down the alleyway
in their death’s head masks,
neither join them nor delay them,
nor stop each one to ask,
“Is there salvation down this way?”
It was too early to be dark
-even in winter
-even at this latitude.
A cloud of cataclysm drifted overland.
A distant hilltop remained illuminated,
the dirty gray sheep’s wool and green grass
warmed by yellow light.
But the shadow line glided nearer,
climbing the hill with steady purpose,
soon it would swallow the hilltop and its grazing sheep.
They’d become the dream sheep counted to fall asleep.
But no one was going to sleep this time of day
-cloud or no cloud.