sitting in the stillness
contemplating sadness
kick it in the cojones
til you love your madness

Silence
Ears ring
Inventing a monotonous tone
to thwart
Silence
on inner eyelids
a dragon dance plays out
in purple & black
a flower scent
too faint for a human nose
swells to a garland market
and becomes
the taste
of
rosewater on the tongue
as the mind wonders,
was it a real
flower
or a
phantosmia?
bitter stories writ in circuit fire
rifling down the pipes
can you imagine:
“You’re the worst!”
as a tale slung on electron backs
couriers spew into tiny chasms
floating forward to light the next fire
nothing chiseled in granite
but each time electrons dance that line
it makes fast the path
change the dance
change your story
Last week, there were vast patches
of wildflowers
in the understory.
Now, a faint few hangers-on remain.
Next week, they’ll be but a memory–
a residue of consciousness,
a dying homage to the worthy memory
of their existence.
In ten years time, this florid story
will be gone to all.
Nature needs no selfies.
She changes states without concern
for legacy or posterity.
She is–
&
that’s enough.

Seems to me there’s a story in those britches.
Some tears left open, and some with stitches.
Were they scourge or bramble torn?
There’s no doubt they’re world worn.
But there’s a story in those britches.
***
A tale tragic? A tale of woe?
Tell me the way your story flows.
Did you make some great escape?
Or just thieve bottles of the grape?
Did you get caught upon the fence?
Or self-inflict out of penitence?
***
Looking back,
tell me now,
Were you raging when they died?
Your kinsmen in days of fratricide?
Did you know them? Did they hope
you’d dangle down a rescue rope?
And pull them out of the kill box?
Magic carpet over paddy and ox?
***
Field of glory. Field of mud.
Did you call to the Lord above?
Did he hear you? Did words hold sway?
Or do you hate him to this day?
***
Do you wake up with the sweats?
Knowing how many steps he gets
before he falls, calling out your name?
Does the dream always end the same?
Or on some nights is history revised?
The plan proceeds as it was devised?
You chopper back full and grinning?
Then can you sleep to a new day’s beginning?
The pull of the tribe is strong.
Even when the tribe done wrong.
Instead of sayin’ “That ain’t me.”
He says, “We was framed, can’t you see?”
You think you know me by my tribe.
Chanting your way through a diatribe.
But I owe no fealty to throngs gone wrong.
I carry not their banner, sing not their song.
Between the tribe and Socrates,
citizen across seven seas,
if you wed your mind to the tribe
take care the line you circumscribe
doesn’t cleave your soul asunder.
“I am not an Athenian or a Greek, but a citizen of the world.”
Socrates quoted in Plutarch’s Of Banishment
a moose and squirrel
loiter around the same tree
I find it suspect
“Nevermore Raven,
You’ve sullied your last bust, Sir!”
[Feathers everywhere]

parrot’s bright green back
head stuck in a bore burrow
take it like a bird
a park: ducks floating,
who wins if there be bloodshed?
Donald or Daffy?
Donkey or robot?
Whose sadness rivals human:
Eeyore or Marvin?