Nightmare Hotel [Free Verse]

Creepy Artwork in a small business hotel near Tallinn, Estonia's Old Town.
The image was hung on the wall
in an otherwise clean and well-
managed business hotel.

I can't really say that I'd ever had
that particular nightmare before
I checked into the room,
But I know I've had it many times
since.

Set atop a post on a brutal white
sand beach in a stifling burlap
onesie -- a onesie that one
would have to have been sewn into,
for it had no zippers, buckles,
buttons, or Velcro.

What was the nightmare?
To be seen, while not seeing?
Suffocating slowly -- held under
the high tide with waterlogged
cloth clinging to my face?
Arms pinioned as the seabirds
went to work on tearing through
cloth and skin in as few
vicious pecks as possible --
pristine white growing
blood crimson stains,
running down the pole,
dripping onto the sand.
All of the above?

I never have a good memory of it.
That's why I'm not sure that I
didn't have the nightmare
even before I ever saw that
poster on the wall of an
ordinary hotel -- far, far
from home.