flat tones,
heard all alone —
In the winter of my madness
when the discord played most loudly,
notes dripped an acid sadness —
my heart worn sleeveless, faux-proudly.
But I didn’t drown in black ballads.
Tides never stayed overhead long.
I’d crawl upward, cold and pallid,
my head ringing with that foul song.
In that landscape people see the
sacred and the profane.
Under the thickest canopy,
they think the wild – insane.
In the bucolic glade, they think
the old saints of the soil.
It’s a scheme that’s clean and clear-cut —
except those are false foils.
If people do chase the sacred,
its uncharted country
is more likely where feet fear tread
than the hill with one tree.
If the buzzing of flies
at the moment one dies
drowns out the wailing cries,
one has lived many lies,
twisted the lows and highs,
mistaken what’s a prize,
or, maybe, died too wise.
Warm scents:
— baking bread
— roasting coffee
If you can conjure that scent to your mind,
it will defy the reality of your dank, hard cell.
For as long as you can hold that miracle
in your imagination.
I’ve conjured many things that weren’t,
and made them whir.
There’s a crow outside my window.
Can it see me through the muslin?
Could its feathered form be winnowed —
spirits shed by baker’s dozens
until remained only a faint dot?
Does it ask the same of me, or not?
tall grass walking —
waves of grasshoppers
take the lead
one droplet
clings to the drooping point
of a leaf’s tip
red fire ball,
rising over broken
boulder lands
egret & ox,
patrolling the fields – a
baffling pair
when scale fades —
granite dome – forest-fringed,
becomes rock in grass
Good & Evil —
Mankind’s most devastating invention.
Good & Evil
don’t feature in nature.
The rule of nature is:
SHIT HAPPENS!
Sometimes it’s nourishing shit that grows big ears of corn.
Sometimes it’s infected shit that cripples the village with E. coli,
but it’s all just days playing out.
-a big, indifferent system burning energy.
Nature doesn’t care that your worldview requires everything be the result of a reason.
Nature’s reason is that something must happen,
and anytime something happens it has effects —
it’s just that humans have to go sticking their labels
onto those effects: good / bad, naughty / nice, tall / grande.
Good & Evil
are cultural constructs,
but — oh my! —
what we haven’t done with them:
-global wars
-holocaust
-genocide
-hellscapes scraped into the world’s sensitive bits.
This may all sound unfair to GOOD.
Sure, EVIL is… well, evil,
“But why you gonna go crap on GOOD?”
one might ask.
Because GOOD is a line that can be hatefully drawn.
Or, if you prefer,
a box that can be hatefully placed
to separate what’s loved and hated —
or who is loved and who is hated.
On a weary winter’s eve,
sun long gone — the short day spent.
Cabin-clad, just one dared leave —
a son tired of being pent-
And, out front, he built a fire,
his silhouette danced the wall —
story Plato’s Cave inspired.
They saw the interloper crawl,
but he did not…
While, the sun, it shone.
I chilled at the bone,
and crossed.
Still as a cold stone,
in the glade alone,
I’m lost.
A teeth-gritting moan,
the known turns unknown.
What cost?
“To freeze or flee?” Asks creatures terrified,
when monsters stomp through forests, glens, or fields.
I know what it’s like, standing stuck mid-stride.
Yet, I’m more oft the monster than he who yields.
Maybe you wonder on the monster’s life,
if the fact never occurred to you that you’re
the stomping monster of the chipmunk’s strife.
when you have that most pleasant hike or tour.
The screech, that call, that’s screamed to each and all
is not some passing fancy or fevered
dancing of critters seeking daytime prowls.
They’re warning others they feel beleaguered.
“You must be this tall to be a monster,”
reads a sign no taller than a lobster.
